Purpose became important to me at the age of fourteen. At a point when I felt so victim to my experience that I believed there was no point in living, a little voice inside of me told me I had something unique to offer the world.
I directed my attention towards being something of value and wanted to become a psychiatrist at sixteen, being fascinated by the mind and its power over our behaviour. Due to an enormous pressure to succeed and be that “something of value”, I rebelled against my own best interests...
I slipped into depression, consumed myself with eating disorders, abused alcohol and became recklessly promiscuous. My self-destructive tendencies led me into prostitution while I was studying my Bachelor of Biomedicine at the age of nineteen. Over the years, I came to love one of my clients which through a panic attack, revealed my intense fear of intimacy. Through this divine intervention, I became aware of my childhood conditioning and sexual traumas. It was a breakthrough.
When I finally graduated, I investigated doing research in Neuropsychiatry as I had experienced alternative ways to alter consciousness. However, I became disheartened by how slowly scientific research made progress, and decided to open myself up to the unknown to explore how I could serve and witness faster transformation for others in just the way I had witnessed my own.
“Today I am learning through case studies (outside the clinic), and educating through media creating the impact I desire.”